forever 19. why 19? no reason.

sometimes i never meant what i said.

no. that didn't come out right.

sometimes i'm not too sure what i'm currently feeling. or rather how long will i feel how i feel. i might feel as if i'm in like only to find out that its actually nothing. 

u get what i mean?

it's pretty annoying to feel this way. seriously. 

i have some theories. but friends will kick me in the butt if ever they find out about it. or maybe it's something yang they all know all these while and i'm like the only one yang didn't know that they know.

hmm.

i like long weekends. :) having to work every saturday sucks, bt yeah. i'm starting to like the place. :D so what if i can't really be myself there? (this would mean i have to control myself; eg do not mumble alone, do not laugh for no reason, i can't act super hyper crazy as usual) they're all nice nice people. hmm. (being in denial? i don't think so) 

"tengok saya la tu" (nana, laugh with me! internal joke internal joke) hahahaha. this particular line never fails to crack me up every single time. 

february is coming up. then it'll be march! oooh. big 24 coming up. *shudders*

can i be forever 19? :(