2012 - A Review

How time flies. 

It's almost the end of December 2012, a new year will begin soon. So let's take a look at 2012 in a glance, for the significant events for my friends and I.

1. Babies! Fai and Zura with Ayra and Noe and Syuk with Yash. Cheeky and the most adorable babies. New babies coming soon next year with Hani and Melia currently being pregnant. And ooh another addition to The Usuals TTDI clan, Fadhilah gave birth yesterday! Almost forgot about this. 

2. Marriage. Few good friends of mine got married this year, Zia and Pejal, Hani and Efan, Shaz and Melia, Ilyanie and Fadhil, Wan and Elun, Boon and Wan and Arab and Dyana. Congrats again guys!

3. Changed job from SPK to CMSB. Significant changes because I was working in Lumut for almost a year before I finally come home for good. Still miss Lumut once in a while. Such a peaceful city.

4. Got proposed to and engaged to the annoying love of my life.

5. Did not go anywhere for holidays. Sheesh this I MUST write because I ALWAYS go somewhere at least once a year. Nak kahwin punya pasal. It better be worth it! Haha.

annnnnd that's it?! One year and just this?!

Ahaaa. Nothing interesting right? Sometimes looking at Instagram seeing other people's life so happening so frustratinglah. But takpe, rezeki masing masing. Adam and I work our ass off to support our wedding so yeah this year might be a little boring for us but I definitely know that next year insyallah will be a great year. Pray for us!

Working Life.

3 years, and 3 companies so far.

I've learnt that there is no such thing as the perfect job, with perfect scope of work. There'll always be something wrong somewhere;a screw up management, terrible scope of work, but I am always thankful that I am always surrounded by the best people as my colleagues, be it in Maser, SapuraKencana Petroleum and the latest, Chiyoda. 

Yes, I could of course be content and just stick to one place. But then again, I need to have the job satisfaction, get what I mean? Good career path, good and clear future and naturally, the money must be good. 

In the end, it's all about the money, and nothing else. Cause hey! That's the main reason why we work in the first place. 

I know and understand that most of the time, the top management will never see eye to eye with the employees, but that does not mean that you can just treat the employees poorly! Respect and tolerance are the way to go. I've always believed in the whole you treat people okay, people will treat you nicely kinda thing. I've encountered a bad experience with my company, which is why I'm quite looking forward to leave, and also of course with happened to few colleagues of mine, terrible! Haih. 

Let's just hope I will receive good news soon. 

Am definitely looking forward to expand my wings somewhere else now. 

I miss them.

Truly the best team i've worked with. I miss all of them so much.

The original Garraf team. I learned so much from them, and they have taught me so much about the O&G industry. Guys! Lets always keep in touch!

3rd month

3rd August 2012. Marks 3 months since that particular interview.

3 more months to go. Please dear God, i want in so bad. But if tiada rezeki then what can i do right?

Just try again after 2 years? Hahaha saaaad

P/s and oh its been a month since we got engaged. I asked Adam hows the drama so far? He said so far so good. Haha! Told cha i'm such a drama queen. But only with him. :)

Goodbye KPB!

Last week!

Jan 2009 - May 2012.

New.

Hello and assalam

There's so much to be thankful about these past few days.

Adam passed his oral for one of his thingy i'm so confused with his line of work but oh well he passed!

And i, i got a new job. Alhamdulillah. Insyallah will be based in Kl, work 5 days a week (!!!!!) and the normal usual benefits. :)

We call it rezeki nak kahwin and i truly believe that if you're sincere in mendirikan masjid, god will help you in so many ways insyallah. :)

I'm so nervous actually. New place new environment new friends?! I'm so gonna miss this place and the colleagues. But i gotta think about the future. My future our future. :)

Wish us luck!

Stuck.

I've been feeling down these past few days. Workwise actually. It came to a point that i just could not take it anymore. I feel as if i could not go forward. I feel stuck. As if someone superglued me here. I'm trapped and as much i try to wriggle free i just can't. Not yet i guess but i'm really trying here. I'm just not happy here.

I see my friends working elsewhere and despite the workload they are still happy. And i want that. I need that badly. Probably it is not my time yet, my rezeki is still here but Ya Allah i hope i will be given a chance somewhere else. Insyallah.

I need a stress reliever!

Now, i admit i have the ugliest temper, to me that is. I get mad easily, especially when it's about that time of the month. I get annoyed easily. But i also cool down quite quick. Which is a good thing imho. :)

Sometimes when i get mad, i will say things (obviously right?) i never hide my feelings, i will show it through my face, my body language. People will know. If they dont then good for them.

Well today i got too stressed out so bad i cried at work. It was that bad! I called him straight away and felt so much better. I guess im missing him so much these days. Sigh. And also the fact that the people here bitchy sgt. Hahaha like i said we are just too different. HQ and here. Sigh.

9 months. I can do this. I'll put on my brave face. And just ignore the stupidos.

So what now?

I am currently in Lumut, our fabrication yard for a project we just got. Initially i thought i will be here till January, but it seems the schedule is a bit pack that we proposed to client to have everything ready by end of March.

Now, at first i didn't think i would feel anything about moving here. But somehow i find myself feel quite down and sad. It doesnt help that Adam was currently on holidays, which makes it even harder because he cant send me here. Boohoo

Being here really makes me appreciate life in HQ more. The people are just super friendly, we were always happy and i have the best/ psycho neighbour who would always give us (me) food and stuff. And that when the bosses are not around we sometime have tea party lols. But here, hmm thats another different story. Lets just say even though we are the same company, but we are not one. Get it?

Digi sucks much here because they dont have 3g here. Certain places ada lah. Sigh. They dont have 3G at my house. Sucks. But its okay. As long as i can whatsapp and tweet its sokaaay. And besides i pretty much download like crazy at home, Unifi baby!

And ooh the food here murah sgt! I think can save a lot here since one day; lunch and dinner its roughly around 10 bucks. They have McD here so its quite cool. No shopping malls but they do have Tesco and Giant. Pangkor is just so dekat i think i can go there even at the last minute! But then, its not as nice as Perhentian, Redang of course.

Oh well. Time flies so fast nowdays 9 months wont be a problem, i hope :)

Signing out now :)

Frustrated

I need and i demand more responsibility! Being a girl in the O&G industry sucks much!

:((