lookie lookie.

someone surprised me with this! as a graduation present (cheh) but nevertheless. woo hoo ! :)

ps =)

finally i've watched ps i love you. after days of downloading it (thanks to the slowest connection ever! pfft) i finally get to watch it last saturday. it's such a sweet movie. :) baru start 1/2 hour dah menangis. sigh. emo betul. haha. now i just want to read the book. anyone kind enough to buy me one? :D i'll love you forever.

wondering when can i get my own version of gerry. but then again, guys like that mcm dah extinct. true or not? the good guys nowadays are either married, taken, gay or engaged (ehem ehem). nana, i think we need to consider the thing we thought of doing back in high school. haha.

but then again, i'm currently feeling this oh-so wonderful feeling. :) you know, the butterflies in your stomach. the heart beats twice faster whenever you see/hear his name. the tersipu sipu malu laugh whenever you read his msgs, accompanied by the strange look the mom will give you whenever you do that. haha. *blush* but i guess it's too early to tell. :) but i like the fact that i finally found someone that can make me laugh.

but. (there's always a but, sucks i know) as much as i want it to have a happy ending, there's something bothering me about it. hmm. i just can't write it down here, as it is too personal. wish i have the solution for it though. boo hoo.

nothing is easy ey. i know that a long long time ago.

trapped !!

trapped in a situation that's really confusing is pretty... confusing. (whatever i know)

which involves friendship, integrity and what not.

will be going to uitm tomorrow to pass my form for the convocation this coming november. :D

august, september, october, november !! woo hoo.

this saturday, a relative of mine will be celebrating her 21st birthday. so she decided to organize this masquerade party. and your's truly are going. however, the theme is the those zaman lama lama with the huge gowns and all. and you gotta wear mask and whatever. sgtlah mafan pls. however that does not stop my family (including the aunties, uncles, cousins and all) from joining the hype. haha. so we spend few days hunting for a nice yet affordable masks, dresses and what not. last wednesday we went to sg wang and today we went to ampang point. so i got my mask already !! its pink and gold with feather feather. haha. but the dress a bit the problem. so i gotta borrow from either my aunty or my cousin. hmph.

and btw short announcement :

whoever wants to buy Epiphone les paul 1956 goldtop pls msg me. thanks!

and i finally tried the baked potatoes from wendy's yesterday. it was okay i guess. softer than Kenny Rogers, tried the chilli and cheese baked potatoes. i think i'd still prefer the fries from carls jr compared to wendy's but yeah, i guess once in a while its sokay i guess. speaking of carls jr, its beeen sooo long since i last ate one. oh my god. portebello mushroooom !!

i'm hungry now. :(

and ooh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY mat salleh celup :)

have you guys heard of this shop called "Sbread"?

myself with the mom aunty and also cousin had the opportunity (echeh) to try this latest thing in the market when we went out last friday.

and let me tell you. it was oh so sedap bangaat!

it's just like the normal bread and the usual spread but then of course kalau buat sendiri takde la sesedap di kedai kan? :) but anyways, they have 3 types of bread; the normal ones, sesame seed bread and another one charcoal bread (this one is black in colour yo!) and tasted quite like the normal bread but then again with me being picky and fussy, definitely not my fave.

and ooh, the spread includes yam, milo and chocolate, cheese, kaya, and vanilla i think. we tried 3 flavors of spread; yam, milo and chocolate and cheese. sedap wei!

got pics actually. wait ar. have to resize for a while.

above: charcoal bread with yam
below: plain bread with chocolate

below: plain bread with cheese

i'm not sure the price of it though. but i guess it should be cheap. i think la kan. :)

yesterday indeed was the one of the days that will never be forgotten.

sarah and syed's wedding reception at the Putrajaya Lake Club.

it was a simple yet beautiful ceremony attended by friends and family. in a way, it was a so called reunion to the smkttdi kids. :) everyone looks so dashing and gorgeous indeed. especially the bride and groom.

the place was oh so beautiful, facing the lake and the mosque and one of the buildings in Putrajaya (i have no idea what building is that). it's sorta like a garden wedding in some sort. and the pelamin? definitely nice. :)

definitely had such a good time there.

anyways CONGRATULATIONS Sarah and Syed. May you guys live happily ever after.

p/s a bit lazy to upload the pics here. more in FB! :D

just so you know.

i meant what i said all those months ago.

a happy cow is what i am now. :D

lookie lookie what i found somewhere while blog hopping.

Mocca's coming to kl next month! weee hooo!

For those who have no clue whatsoever who's this Mocca is, go go youtube them fast! Definitely one of the coolest jazz group from Indonesia ever (well, at least for me la). They have the cutest songs and i soooooo want to go. I have emailed them regarding the tickets, and oooh they're fast! i just emailed them like 5 mins ago and I've got the reply already. weee! how weird that they don't sell the tickets like in proper shops, but instead i have to call/email and arrange the location to get the ticks, but then again, what the heck. i wanna go and who wants to come join me do let me know pleaseeeee!

happy happy now. :D

:)

i think i have the funniest + kindest supervisor.

before this he did me a huge favor forwarding my resume to the hr guy in his company. but unfortunately they took in quite a number of fresh grad already so no luck with that. and yesterday he emailed all my group members, saying that titan, the company that produces ethylene (as per my design project, but we used ethane instead of naphtha.) are looking for fresh grad and passed us the email of this guy.

and yes i emailed him my resume already. so now waiting for interview (if shortlisted lah). so i've sent him an email saying i've sent his friend my resume and just "wish me luck!". haha. and he did just that. "good luck!" and that's it. :D

anyways, i have this interview tomorrow. its pretty much a big company. and the pressure is on. sigh. wish me luck people. :)

i found out that there are 2 other people that got the same interview tomorrow, but they're not going. sigh.

i feel so tired. today is the first time i cried after so long of pretending to be strong. everything is so not going my way.

friends (some) and family kept telling how i am picky in my selections. so what?

i just couldn't take it anymore. i just want to have someone who could take good care of me.

i miss my best friends. i miss having someone to talk to. i hate the fact that myself and noe are now drifting apart. nana, i think i need you more than anything now. wish you're here in malaysia babes.

i just want to go somewhere far right now.

pissed.

the last thing i need is someone to tell me what i should/shouldn't do.

yes especially about the love life.

i shall date whoever i want. go out with whoever i want. be with whoever i want.

i thought that in this case the most important thing is how i feel towards the guy, and not other people's opinion on the guy. and yes, though it is wise to have someone who would love you more but to me, that's definitely not an excuse for me to just accept the guy.

thank you!

i am so freaking bored at home. like really bored. last week when i didn't have my laptop with me, i was so restless. i think even my mom pn rasa mcm nk lempang coz i was like so annoying. but thank god now i have my laptop back, so online 24/7 la. although the connection mcm *tuut*.

and now, i'm still in the midst of hunting for jobs. i do get this one offer to work part time for this particular company in pj, but i think i'll pass that and concentrate in getting a permanent job instead. sigh. cepat la dpt kerja. boleh shopping. eh salah, boleh simpan duit and travel. yeayness!

i told the friends that maybe next year boleh pergi tioman (any island pn boleh actually) pulak. maybe early next year, or maybe new year sana? menarik! :) told mom about the possibility of going there and from her response mcm okay je. siap suruh naik flight lagi. haha. i guess in a way she can accept the fact that i'm old enough to be responsible for my actions and all.

and i think i have the cuuuutest family in the whole wide world. and i just love them lots. no matter how annoying they can be. :)

mom's 55th bday dinner. <3