ps =)

finally i've watched ps i love you. after days of downloading it (thanks to the slowest connection ever! pfft) i finally get to watch it last saturday. it's such a sweet movie. :) baru start 1/2 hour dah menangis. sigh. emo betul. haha. now i just want to read the book. anyone kind enough to buy me one? :D i'll love you forever.

wondering when can i get my own version of gerry. but then again, guys like that mcm dah extinct. true or not? the good guys nowadays are either married, taken, gay or engaged (ehem ehem). nana, i think we need to consider the thing we thought of doing back in high school. haha.

but then again, i'm currently feeling this oh-so wonderful feeling. :) you know, the butterflies in your stomach. the heart beats twice faster whenever you see/hear his name. the tersipu sipu malu laugh whenever you read his msgs, accompanied by the strange look the mom will give you whenever you do that. haha. *blush* but i guess it's too early to tell. :) but i like the fact that i finally found someone that can make me laugh.

but. (there's always a but, sucks i know) as much as i want it to have a happy ending, there's something bothering me about it. hmm. i just can't write it down here, as it is too personal. wish i have the solution for it though. boo hoo.

nothing is easy ey. i know that a long long time ago.