i feel so tired. today is the first time i cried after so long of pretending to be strong. everything is so not going my way.
friends (some) and family kept telling how i am picky in my selections. so what?
i just couldn't take it anymore. i just want to have someone who could take good care of me.
i miss my best friends. i miss having someone to talk to. i hate the fact that myself and noe are now drifting apart. nana, i think i need you more than anything now. wish you're here in malaysia babes.
i just want to go somewhere far right now.
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oh god...it pains me to read this babe...IM SORRY!!!! i wish i was there with u!!
IM GONNA CALL U LATER TODAY AFTER I GET OUT OF WORK!!! juz wait for the call...
stay strong for the next few hrs...
Hey Purtimambo..
i wont say much, just 1 thing. YOU know YOURSELF best. screw other people. block em out. its ur life so u decide.
take time dear.
it's ridiculously annoying to say this but trust me, believe in Allah and believe in fate. All will fall into place eventually insyaAllah.
on love, there is someone better for you out there, you just wait. when u find him u wont believe how u almost settled for something much less.
sometimes it's easier to be closer when ur further apart fr ur frens..so :D i'm ard, well, sometimes la ;p
take care ok!
nana: no worries babe. i'm feeling a lot better today. maybe i'm being too emotional knowing that he's back, i mean here in malaysia already. i'm all good now. love u babes. and thank you. :)
sue: thanks babe. deep down i know that too. but i don't know, pms maybe (altho not that time of the month pn) haha. but yeah. it's just pathetic to hear what people think i should do, even coming from my own family. tho i know they mean no harm. but yeah, baby steps all the way. :) thanks!
ape ni drifting apart ape ni? perasan je lebeh. lempang kang.
oh i miss u.
benci kau ni. stress sikit dah drift apart. haha. dah2 jangan merepek. here here. *hugs*
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