perasaan tak best.

i have been feeling quite down for few days now. damn you pms. i think i would prefer to be kuat marah rather than to be *ehem* emotional. but then again, there are certain things that happened in my life recently that somehow contributes to the emotional side of me. i wonder if its right for me to feel that way. or rather if they know what they did makes me feel that way. no one knows about it for sure, ooh except for my mom and this one person. and i don't think i'll be telling to anyone else about it. ashamed? not really. more to oh-i-didn't-want-to-think-about-it i guess. 

oh, did i mention this? i have funny funny collegues! :D matchmaker lah konon. haha.

and someone will be going offshore soon. sigh. nk ikut please. 

and i think i'm addicted to travelling. i've made plans with mom to fly to kb somewhere around july. insyallah. and also the trip to sabah with fellow collegues to karambunai. seronok! 

p/s rinduuuu perhentian!