:)

langkawi was awesomeeeeeee! although a bit tak puas hati since we downgraded our resort to motel, but nonetheless the experience was awesome. took lotsa lotsa pics! 400+ to be exact. i even thought of buying a second memory stick since takut tak muat all the pics. choc heaven all right. rambang mata don't know which to buy. :) the beach was gorgeous. the sunset was heavenly. the view the island everything! :) and ooh. the guys organized a farewell dinner for me at Regency Hotel. how sweeeet! knowing how busy they were with the turnaround. but yeah. gonna miss them a lot!

the omt5 + the trainees and the uncle

with the other trainees

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langkawi pixxies. :)

upon arrival

the view from my room. :) (before the downgrade)

someone is in big trouble.

sigh. why oh whyyyyy?!

:(

sorry for the lack of update.

been busy. righhht.

anyways next week will be my last week in pd. (finally!) gonna miss each and everything here.
from the trainees to the staff. everyone.

and yes, next week i will also be going to langkawi. my graduation trip. can't wait!

and for my dear friends, i am no longer seeing that certain someone. its a long story. but yeah, i guess its for the very best.

and ooh. i'm not going back this week. gotto do some shift work. yes i'll be working on saturday and sunday too. pffft. but yeah. it should be fun. :)

anyways can't think of anything else to write. one thing is that i'm currently in the lab. so no privacy. haha.

prolly later. maybe an update about langkawi next next week.

found this from somewhere.

"a woman needs a reason to cheat, a man only needs a woman."

agree/ disagree?

lucky

Do you hear me
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I hear your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music, feel the air
I put a flower in your hair
And though the breeze is through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keep spinning round
You hold me right here right now

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
I'm lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

momsy love.

i've always loved talking to my mom.

she knows almost EVERYTHING that is happening in my life. and i mean EVERY single thing, from the complicated things to the simplest thing. all i got to do is call and yap away. hehe

i guess being the only girl in the family with 2 older brother helps. :) not that i can't share anything with them, just that certain matters, only girls could understand. right?

and right now, she's being the perfect best friend ever.

she wants to see me happy no doubt. giving me advice on things that's been troubling my mind. reassuring me on certain things that needs cheering up.

i like it that i can tell her everything. you know how some mother-daughter relationship tends to have this huge gap between them? and i'm so freaking glad that it'll never happen to us. insyallah. :D

we are alike in so many ways. we share the same thoughts on stuff. except! when it comes to clothing. haha. the similarities stops there.

and i like it when people say i look like my mom.

and i really hate it when they say i look like my dad. for the obvious reason.

and i really like it that whenever i come back, even as late as 3 in the morning, she would wake up and we would have this 10-15 minutes of gossiping before we continue sleeping.

one of my dreams is to be just like her when i get married and have kids later on.

never once she lay her hands on me, she respect me as her daughter, giving me the freedom till i sometimes wish to have curfews for a change. although she may be strict when it comes to trips with friends. :)

i don't think i could ever survive with all that's been happening without her being around. sigh.

but yeah. :) i just love my mom. wee!

the end of everything.

to whom it may concern

sometimes i wish things wouldn't end this way. but like i said over and over again, i always believe things happen for a reason.

but in a way, i wish you would just tell me the truth. instead of hiding it which in a way hurts me waaay more than if you were just to tell me straight away. but i guess it's too late already eyh. the damage has been done already.

there's just so many things i wish i could tell you. but i guess it's better for me not to say anything else.

so, good luck for your future undertakings, i wish you all the happiness and success you deserve.

and this will be the end of everything.

i'm finally letting go.

it's time for me to find my own happiness.