hmm. we could never know how other people really feels about something. and that is one thing that everyone could never control. no matter how hard you try to figure it but you can never will. sometimes i found myself wondering if whatever i'm feeling right now is real. at certain point i sometimes would feel emotionless. as if i don't feel anything about that certain someone. but sometimes, crying makes me realize that the feeling i have inside is real. being further away from your loved ones really mengporak perandakan your mind. that's one thing for sure. the feelings would gone haywire. sometimes you feel secured, but tomorrow you might feel the opposite. and that's what i'm feeling now. i wonder if its normal for someone to feel or think like this? or is it i am the only one? i hope whatever i'm feeling now, all the unsecured feelings would just go away. i certainly don't need this feelings whatsoever. especially when i still have another paper and final year presentation around next week. sigh.
bad bad feelings, please go away. i don't need you. not now not ever.
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