Friday, October 24, 2008

angry post

i've never felt so stupid in my whole life.

seriously.

why on earth i did what i did back then? it was such a fucking stupid thing to do. yes, i sort of could've guessed it back then, but noooo i just haaaave to think ever so positively about it and let myself indulge in the feelings. although it was not a strong feeling but still !! 

once u did this yes i could forgive you.

but twice? sumpah sampai mati i'll never forgive you. yes i know even nabi maafkan umatnya. but insyallah, i'll not allow myself to be in the same situation again. i'll make sure of that.

i want to make this is truly the end of everything. 

i've been hurt long enough and you truly deserve a slap from me, no not only slaps, but kicking and belasah-ing and everything. lucky you're there you #$%^$#. 

THE END. 

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