Friday, October 3, 2008

wondering the what ifs.

pretty quiet raya this year.

things are somehow different too. previously i did mention how raya never excites me anymore. but yeah, things are pretty different now. i'm not too sure why though.

but nevertheless, Syawal being bulan yg mulia, bulan yg baik utk bermaaf maafan, i took this opportunity to forgive and forget everyone else's wrongdoings and asked for their forgiveness for any of my wrongdoings too. and it felt good. it felt really really good actually. :)

on the first day of raya itself, i received a msg from a certain someone whom i respect so much. and somehow it felt so sad and terharu; mixed feelings lah. and yesterday too. :) somehow it felt just like the old days. hehe. i miss that.

sigh


p/s on a different note, im gonna be an aunty soon! insyallah the cousin will give birth to the first cicit of the family either today or tomorrow. can't wait! was thinking of what he shud call me when the others decided that it would be either wan ya (for yaya obviously) or wanchor. haha. then mama will be tok chor. daymn. i sounded old.

25 comments:

-[nana]- said...

hey babe....

glad it was an "interesting" raya for u....

juz lemme knw if u wanna talk aight..im always here for u...:)

iezu said...

lagging la u..i've been an uncle since i was 10! the 1st cicit is now form 1 already. ehehe

a z a l i a said...

nana: haha. thanks babe. :)

din: haha, my family very small maaa. what to do. sian my mom je tk dpt cucu lg. hihi

str4vag^ said...

hehe..dah tau tu..mainkan la peranan..dapatkan cucu..

Unknown said...

haha, fai! aku tunggu abg2 aku. aku muda laaagi. :D

str4vag^ said...

aha..takpe..kalau ko potong no regarded as langkah bendul..

ladysue said...

WAN YA!!!!!!!! wakakakaaka.

sbg satu2 nya perempuan, wajar awak menyumbangkan cucu pertama utk ur mommy :D kan fai kan wakkaka

Unknown said...

hahaha. noooo. still young. byk lg bende nk kene settle. haha.

sue awak bile lg? :)

str4vag^ said...

haah..sokong sue!!

ladysue said...

korang sumer dah abis belajar n dah work..nape kite kena kawen dulu? haha

sponsor leh la..saya sudi :D hahaha

Unknown said...

on my side, i dont have bf lagi. so cannot la kan. haha. about fai and hani, we'll see la sape dulu. hoho

str4vag^ said...

hani dulu since both dah nak settle..

a z a l i a said...

haha, eleh fai ckp org. :)

-[nana]- said...

azalia...if u marry and start popping out kids before u have a stable job - i'll hunt u down!!! :)

and childbrith is bloody painful! - to do and to watch! - trust me...bllruughhh....:)

iezu said...

"to do and to watch! - trust me..."

the "watch" i can believe u la but the "do" part...how u know for sure? hehe. dah ade anak 3 is it? jk..jk...

anywho..the flow of marriage will be...
#1: fai/hani
#2: sue
#3: puchi
#4: nana

kan dah settle tu...toksah gado2 bikin kecoh dlm ini blog k? hehe (mcm la i'm the owner..)

ladysue said...

hani's not getting married first...fai i dunno la when he's planning to kan...

nxt in line is me? haha. amin sodahhhh

str4vag^ said...

haha..we will just see la bile kan?

skali din dulu..

ladysue said...

aminnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

-[nana]- said...

din:
definately "to do" as well! not cos i've done it - God No! - bt u can see pain quite clearly...seriously...

Unknown said...

haha, okay. its getting crappy now. from who's getting married (which i strongly believe there'll be a fight between sue hani and fai) to childbirth. and nana, dont worry lah. i'll only get married in another 3 years time. hahaha. daymn.

iezu said...

me dulu? mmg x dapek la kan...ntah kahwin ntah idak...

ladysue said...

jodoh pertemuan di tangan tuhan...silap2 plg tak saba nak kawen la yg paling susah jodohnye..kan kan...haha org yg tolak2 plak yg kawen dulu *grr*

whatever la ..dont matter pun...

str4vag^ said...

hehe..mcm tu reverse psychology..so tolak la awal2 sue..baru cepat kawin..haha..

ladysue said...

i've considered that...tp nnt jd doa pulak...hahahahah :P


so berserah aje la kuikui~

a z a l i a said...

haha, yeah. beserah je la kut. good luck i guess. haha.