Thursday, October 22, 2009

kenapa susah sangat nak terima kenyataan?

hari ini dan semalam adalah hari yg sangat meng"stress"kan.

kadang kadang saya merasakan orang adalah sangat aneh. maka dengan itu, saya agak keberatan untuk berkenalan dengan orang baru kerana bagi saya, kadang kala kawan yang ada sekarang ini adalah yang terbaik. :) (u guys know who you are)

walaupun kadang kadang tu, persahabatan tk kekal lama tapi percayalah saya merindui persahabatan itu. it feels so different not having you around. aneh bukan? tapi sebagai sahabat yang inginkn kebahagiaan kawan kawan maka saya sanggup mengundur diri.

kadang kala juga, ada kawan yang sangat rapat dengan kita, sanggup berkongsi segala suka dan duka. tapi akibat masa dan distance yong jauh persahabatan itu jadi longgar. tapi babe, we'll try to make it work okay? i miss you.

i don't know why i'm like this today. nak kata agak depress tidak juga, i am pretty tired actually. with work. with the people around me. with life. but i am living life the way i want it to be. so no complaint. although ada la here and there. but i'm thankful with what i have now. really!

saya amat merindui sesuatu yang impossible untuk dirindukan and untuk didapatkan kembali.

masa yang lalu.

p/s dear friends. jgn risau. ini adalah akibat kepenatan mengejar vendor untuk quotation and akibat terpaksa bekerjasama dgn seseorg yang bagi pendapat saya adalah amat susah untuk bagi kerjasama. what i've learn is that even though you're a shy person in nature, but in work you still have to be professional. put aside sifat malu itu dan give all your best. tapi hmm, ini orang kan. saya dapati susah untuk bercakap dgnnya. kadang kala saya smpi menggaru kepala akibat sifat anehnya itu. and you ppl thought i am weird?! hehe.

p/p/s and oh. say congrats pls. finally dah dpt license. isk. road users, beware! :D

5 comments:

Hana said...

apesal skema sangat nih? :P

well babe, sometimes kt takleh depend sgt to certain group of friends je. sometimes we have to make a lot of friends(kot?). sbb sooner or later, kt semua akan ade life masing2. tp persahabatan itu boleh kekal kalau kita mahu ia kekal. walaupun nanti smue ade life masing2. bak kate pepatah, nak seribu daya taknak seribu dalih. eh! kan dah skema jugak. lol.

it's okay babe. i know how u feel. whatever happens, u still have me and the usuals. :)

a z a l i a said...

i dunno. sometimes mcm kenal org then mcm org tu ada this malay attitude. and u know how malay some ppl can be right.

but then altho tak smua mcm tu, but ntah. i feel comfortable with the usual ppl around me. no doubt org baru tu ada la kenal tp like i said, sometimes the usual ppl is still the best. ini la akibat nila setitik habis susu sebelanga. haha

and i think i've accepted the fact that frens come and go. so yeah. no one can stay best frens forever. :)

-[nana]- said...

hey u...
what's going on?
i agree with hana on 2 things:
apesal skema sangat ni? :)

and also, if it's a real friendship, not even distance or work schedule can keep u apart...yeah, there may be gaps when u each end up being caught up in things, but at the end of the day, all that matters is that u have each other...and that they're always there for u...

make sense tak? hmmm....

Hana said...

betul tu nana.

'the fact that frens come and go'? 'no one can stay best friends forever?' WTH? eee tak setuju tak setuju. u could make it work if u want to. tapi sadly, u give up just like that. pfft.

a z a l i a said...

nana: like us? :) nevertheless babe, i'll always be here for u, u know that kan? :) miss our lepaking session so much la.

hana: we have our own ways of thinking. if its meant to be then its meant to be. so yeah.