been feeling a lil stressed since yesterday night. woke up early and saw the msg, though i could breathe a little. but when i saw the testi, seriously i could feel my heart beating faster and faster trying to control the anger. oh god. he said he wanted to clear things off. but by the look of it, to me it certainly won't keep things under wrap. i hate his friends now, i really do. i have NO respect for them now. how could he stand that kind of friend? why can't he be defensive and stand up for his rights, and especially how could he ignore my feelings towards the whole situation? he knew perfectly well how i feel towards the whole thing. he knew how much i hate that kind of thing. he knew how i dislike her. he knew perfectly well about it.

but still, he didn't do anything about it.

i don't need reassurance.

all i need is for everything to stop.

i just want them to stop. i don't think i could take this anymore.

the pain is.. too much.

off topic!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANCHU!

love always,
azalia