was browsing through a friends blog. and i'm attracted to comments of this one post. she and the bf will be graduating soon, the bf has a job at the father's company meanwhile she herself will have a job on her own. normal? may be to you, but to her. it means no more spending time with the bf. i'm not sure whether they see each other everyday or not. but it seems like it. so anyways, as i was saying, the thought of both of them working somehow scares the shit out of her (in a way la). she's used to the fact that they see each other almost everyday that she does not know what to expect when they both are working. btw one of the comment from her friend saying that she must get used to not seeing each other every day. reading her post somehow reminds me of something. ME.

i'm not used of being away from him. from the moment we're together, we see each other almost every day! it doesn't help that we're in the same U, the same neighbourhood (our house is just 5 mins away) and both doing engineering which means our faculty are connected. a friend of his asked me while we're at his house, what if he happens to further his degree overseas? right away i answered "i'll follow him la". i am really addicted to him. i really do. i'm not sure how, i'm not sure why. i just do.

we have plans. if he were to go to oversea to further, i would work first and then follow him to do my masters. we've been holding out to that thought, that if IF he go to UK. but then again, he's applying UiTM again. so, there might be possibility that he would accepted in UiTM which again means me seeing him almost every day. but naaah, for this sem i don't think so. i'd be so busy to bits!

but i really think i should be independent. i thought i am one, but apparently not. i depend on him too much. but then again, he depends on me too. =) aww shucks! thinking about him makes me feel so mellow inside. who would have thought that we could last this long. 2 years going to 3 in november. pretty good enough for me i think. hehehehe.

damn, atas meja byk sgt semut. you know whats even worst than that, its the type of semut kecik yg busuk tu. damn, so annoying k. anyone have any ideas how to eliminate them once and for all? and i don't mean exterminator. any traditional tips? anything? its 3 in the morning now. should get some sleep. nite nite. =)