beauty is not a curse

is beauty a curse?

yes, if you're someone who's pretty and gorgeous and all, you'll be having guys all in line to get to know you and to be your bf. but then, its no use if you're pretty and you're using it the wrong way. example, menggatal with people's bf.

i believe that when you're pretty, the prettiness will stand out more if you have the perfect behavior and attitude. pretty with brain, definitely will stand out more.

beauty is God's precious gifts to women. woman who are born with such beauty should be thankful that they have been chosen with such gifts. so use them wisely. i never ever agree with those who use God's gift only for the sake of themself, prostitution and all. all for the sake to spend life in luxury. God gave you brains for a reason, all parts in your body; the hand, feet, nose, eyes; all for a reason. for you to live life the right way.

growing up with 2 brothers who have lotsa male friends i could never escape the "send my regards to your sis pls". i knew it's nothing much. but i couldn't be bothered with them. though some are cute, but i only watched them from afar. i used to have crushes on some of their friends, but i so like someone my age pls. (they're 5,6 years older!)

anyways, friends of his posted a post on whether he has changed or not. and the response pisses me off. they all kept talking about "sawah padi" and "he loves putri more, maybe". i don't know why but somehow it pisses me off. and he won't even do anything about it. so i defended him. i said i don't understand all these madness cause i knew about the trip. he told me everything about it. maybe i'm a bit insecure, seeing that the girl is kind of cute though still young. sigh
but then, i found the girl to be so.. menggedik. its like she knows that she's pretty and she's using that to act cute around the bf. and what pisses me off is that the bf actually responds to her! been sending her pic comment, testis. fyi, he's not that close with girls, well except me and the sisters. what could you expect, i'm his first gf dammit! so i think i have the rights to be mad. and i know i am mad with him. still is though.

are all men like this?

currently listening: i'll light a candle by agnes monica feat keith martin