of hospital and family

just got back from the hospital today. went to UH to get my brother's medicine and while we're there, we went to visit my friends mom, who suffered from leukemia. when we arrived to her ward, she was sleeping. seeing that she slept so lena and peacefully, we decided not to wake her up from her sleep. i texted my friend and she called the private nurse. so she came over and wake her up. so we went over to see and talk to her for a while. she still remember me! yeay! and no, leukemia does not effect the brain but its just that its been a while (more like 3 years maybe!) since i last saw her. so anyways, she looked good. healthy and happier. before this, the daughter and i have been conversing through msn. so she's been telling me stuff about her mom. how sometimes she, the mom that is gets so down that she feels like dying is the best solution. and as much as hana (the daughter tried to be strong for her mom), she couldn't help it but to broke down as well. she told me all about it. and i feel helpless sometimes. yes, i can give advices, but to them who has experience it, its different to them.

anyways, i'm glad i'm healthy, still healthy that is. no penyakit. no allergies. nothing. i rarely get any fever, same goes to cough and flu. really! the last time i was so sick till i have to see a doctor would be when i was in form 3. that was 15 and now i'm 22. so you do the math. =) i think the fact that i was still breastfed up till i was 2 years old helped. haha. i couldn't help it! haha, i was the longest compared to both my brother. haha!

ok, back to serious mode now. hmm, lemme see, the first bro have asthma, the second have this growth in his brain (not dangerous fortunately) and mom high blood pressure. sigh. so i guess i'm pretty lucky. alhamdulillah. i couldn't imagine what would happen if i were to lose one of them. seriously. they're my pillar of strength. the source of happiness. yes, they can be a pain in the you know where sometimes. but still, they're family. a part of me. connected to each other by this special relation. and i love each one of them unconditionally. isk isk. aik! emo pulak.

wanted to watch transformers sooo badly. but you-know-who is being such an ass today. blueek!