i'm starting to think that his friends are more important than i am. let's see, it has been almost to 4 days i haven't seen him. yesterday he came over just to pass the cheese naan i ordered, not stopping by cause his friend is in the car, sleep over at his house. so today, was supposed to have lunch, but he and his friend are going to the gym right till around 6 plus. he asked me out to dinner and i couldn't help but it sarcastically ask if it's just the two of us or what. then he said just forget about it, he couldn't stand the sarcasm already. but then its the truth! i see him less and less every single day. i couldn't help it but to think that he needs me only when his friends are not around. yesterday i tried so hard to think of someone for me to ask out, but i couldn't think of anyone. how sad. how pathetic. hana has to take care of her mom, so she's definitely out. hani is still in ukm, doing short sem. who else then? zia is still in sabah, so does emma. noe is in sarawak. tried calling my friend in matrix but apparently she changed her no. damn. oh god. sometimes i feel so lonely. i really do.

do you want to be my friend?

//update:
going to dinner in a few minutes. hopefully it will be ok. please behave azalia. no sarcasm talks tonight pls. wish me luck peeps!